Goodbye, Pirates.

[soliloquy]

Today, January 2nd, will end, the final chapter of my life in Pirates. The book of life in Pirates has been good: not a very long one, but most exciting indeed.

As you all know, I was caught hacking maybe last week. I was welcomed back in with opened arms after swearing i'd go Legit again. I will be completely honest: I have broken that promise. I have broken your trust and everything you guys are: legit and clean, and you have fun. I have been thinking about my decisions made and I realized all this time that I had been putting on a fake disguise, and even I was fooled from it.
For a day. I could only realize how much I was dependant on hacking and how it was sort of like a drug to me. But inside I could see who I truly was: a hacker. I was born a hacker, and will die a hacker. As long as I live, I find I can't change myself. Many have tried to change my ways and become better acquaintances with me: many have failed. None have succeeded. I'm sorry for betraying you all: But Josh, on the day you found me, I really did mean all those things. You were all my escape from the real world, a world filled with many people out there to get you, and somewhere I could just talk and relax, as well as laugh with you guys at things. I would be in awe at your leveling speed: I could only equal it by hacking. I am ashamed of my bad habits, and I know I cannot change from it. I know how much hacking is prohibited in your guild, and that is basically why I am leaving. I know inside even though I try my 110%, and even limit to 120%, it won't let me pass: it is inevitable. I have been under the influence of these things ever since I could remember. I am a hacker, and I will die one. I am sorry for really disappointing you all, and making you all feel sad about me: but I will miss you all. You were my second family that I could never replace: you were all my shelter when I was in the rain: you were all my rock of foundation at some point just to talk to and have fun. Pirates has been an extraordinary experience for me: one where I could have fun all day and never get sick of maplestory. There weren't any idiots anywhere in this guild, and it was fun. Crude, sometimes, but still geniuenly fun. I cannot change my past and I know you all think i'm a nice person.. but i'm not really a nice person after betraying you all after this. I'm sure many people in this guild will miss me, as I will always miss you.
Goodbye, Pirates, my second family, my second home, my second shelter, my second support.
Chee. Check perion for that guy where you receive presents.
Your ankamoon has been returned.

Goodbye.. I will miss you all. I will hold you all deep and close to me as another plus on my experience of maplestory. You all mean so much to me. You all meant the new time of excitement in maplestory.. Pirates.. one day I will remember you all and reminicse on how great you were to me, and how much you meant.
I love you all.

Edit.
I will be on Lexn.

And in response to Koji.. I told you, I have tried. I've tried deleting, clearing, and everything.. it's not working.

[Koji]

so ur just gonna give in to it and not fight it?

[Pirate Jing]

Man. I was a level 93 bandit when I hacked. I actually quit you know. I'm not regarded as a hacker anymore either. >

[xojessicerr]

*cries*
I'll miss youu~
Good thing I have you added.
o.o;;
<3


I tried helping him
He said he can't stop.
I don't agree though

[islapbabies]

You think you can't change, but you can.

You're not trying hard 'nuff :[

[islapbabies]

*double posts*

You're being really stupid :< You can quit, and if you don't, just don't lvl. Don't even try to lvl, just have fun in the game, lvl up accidently from training with others x-X :\ We're all here to help your little addiction :[

:\ You suck monkey balls.

[xojessicerr]

Jess agrees with Chee 100%
Don't tell yourself you can't change.
Cuz that just makes it come true.
Start believing in yourself and I bet you can stop.
Plss.
;-;

[Darkning]

Yeah dude, I almost expected it, but I don't hate you. If it really is so hard for you to stop, and you just can't do it, then oh well. Just well, if you're going to be a hacker, be the best you can be. Don't get caught, don't KS people, don't be a f*g, and don't do generic things. Stand out.

I see now that we couldn't change you, but if you're going to play the game, play it well, and not half-heartedly. I truly enjoyed having you in the guild. =D

Feel free to keep posting on the forums, I personally am good friends with 2 hackers and I'm prepared to make it 3, and keep it such. You can try making a legit char though, and keeping it away from hacks, while having a character that you hacked with. Just try to improve your skills at the game, that's one of the things that I keep going for, I have to get better.

[soliloquy]

I am still in shock with awe that you still accept me as an acquaintance. <-- My spelling sucks.
But anyway, I'm level 69. Yeah, with hacks. I know it's not the most honorable thing to do, but it's how I play maple. I hack with my whole heart. I'm glad you really enjoyed me having in the guild, and I enjoyed being a Pirate more than any GMS experience I ever had.

[fishlips]

I will spank you in the butt. Nao. :<

[islapbabies]

Remember what Henry said..

Born a legit, lived a hacker, die a legit.

QUIT d**nIT. >STRANGLES<

[Faded]

jing said:

Man. I was a level 93 bandit when I hacked. I actually quit you know. I'm not regarded as a hacker anymore either. >

JING U HAD A LVL 93 BANDIT?!?!

[chuu]

Uh. Hello Faded, Who the hell are you?

[Mazz™]

*pokes faded*
who iz you D;

[Willz0rz.]

Who are YoU?